Tuesday, August 05, 2008

A Desire for Romance

It has been a long while since I really wanted to date anyone. I sorta had mixed feelings and thought about things a lot. Eventually, I realized perhaps I've just been avoiding the situation altogether, fearing the recurrence of old pains.

In China for boys to act this way is almost shameful. I want my confident me back. It's odd that I can be confident about everything else, yet questions of romance I would rather hide from.

No more.

I want to fall in love again. I want to feel like I'm not quite sure what I'm doing, and just have fun. I want to find a girl who isn't afraid to show that I'm special to her. She can do as she pleases and make tons of guys fall in love with her. Yet, at the end of the day, she won't be afraid to call me hers. That seems right to me.

And of course... I will give her the world.

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